Kick Me Already!

I’m sure there will come a time when I regret wanting to feel the little guy move so much, but I don’t care. I thought I felt him move once but since I haven’t felt that movement again I think it may have been a false alarm. I mean shouldn’t I be feeling him moving around in there by 22 weeks? Kick me already! I just get so weirded out between visits to the doctor. When it’s been 3 weeks and I haven’t had any indication that he’s in there since I heard his heart beat at my doctor’s office I start to get worried. Maybe something’s wrong. Maybe he hasn’t grown any! The latter being a silly thought as my humongous belly proves otherwise. I mean if the belly is growing the tadpole must be too, right? I just want to know that there is more than gas in there. I feel like I’m missing something. He’s probably just waiting, and when the movement starts it won’t stop and that’ll drive me crazier than not being able to feel him at all.