Bye Mommy

So I'm on my own now. Mom came after the surgery for almost two weeks and she went home this morning. I was so glad to have her here, my husband has to work (one of us has to) and I'd have been alone. For a while there I couldn't even take a shower or put my bandages on by myself. There were other things too, she made sure I got out of the house at least once a day and it was easier to do because I wasn't alone. There were so many people that told me they'd visit that haven't and I hope they start coming over soon. I hate being alone. I'm really good at "what if's" and worst case scenarios. Besides I won't really be alone, Caleb is with me all the time.